my life abroad

exam

2009-09-25T07:00:00.002+08:00

to those who are still visiting, i thank you.
this is my current desktop background.
and i'm sick. :)

4th wk in

2009-07-31T23:20:00.004+08:00

Wow- going into the month of august already. So fast. Really insane.
Some photos that i took in the city last week:

Found some awesome videos: (ok, all of them are related to Simpsons)

and this for the insane intro bit.

Anyway, nice day today. For once I felt confident for a test- maybe partly coz I studied for it like 2 weeks ago and did more. Some stuff I got was wrong but still should pass- 65%.

Clinic was quite good. first patient complimented me that I would be a very good dentist- very pedantic, and other adjectives (gentle, soft?). but pedantic? I was taken aback coz from what I remember when I first saw the word and checked wiki, it had a bad connotation- but considering the patient’s English as second language background, she might have meant something else. But meh, I’m still happy. Second patient was quite good too. Manage to clean almost half the mouth in 2 hrs. a great success for me considering it involves traumatizing the gum and awkward angles.

All I feel like doing now is jus to watch a movie instead of doing I should be doing i.e. studying and sleeping.

3rd wk in

2009-07-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

“17 … satisfactory MO amalgam”

I scribbled that down. At least I’m doing something. Something that will take my mind off it. Still cant believe that just happened. I’m jus going to pretend nothing happened and go home and cry. Looking around, other people are still doing their own things, well that’s one less patient for him.

“16…”
Oh yes, I’m scribing for someone.
“Satisfactory PFM crown”

A nurse walked past peeping in checking if everything is going alright. Yea, she was kind. Very empathetic. She was trying to console me when the patient left. I know I was holding back my ‘disappointment’ then. And I said something stupid just to take the attention off me- the lights couldn’t be switched off. Pretending nothing happened, I started tidying my stuff. And she and another nurse started talking to me. Saying how this system is retarded- not that exact word- tutor working non-stop, having more tutors to supervise. And suggest that maybe I call the person back again.

“15-4-3”
“yup?”
“a bridge- abutment, pontic, abutment”

I could have done stuff for him. Like at least a restoration. That sharp edge on his 12, that black 13 root didn’t even got checked. But I cant coz I didn’t get my plans signed off. And the tutor still justified his actions after the event, saying it was 10 mins coz mine wasn’t a priority and if the patient couldn’t even wait, it’s better to leave now rather halfway thru the treatment. Now he’s gone and I can't even do a thing. My patient and I were ‘connecting’ well before that. He was a pomme. Went to war- talked about his tank caught in a firing range, becoming a cook after that, coming to wa, working in a mining site, handling explosives. But then what happened after he went to the toilet? I’m still shocked. From that.

“12 normal”
“sound?”
“that’s the word”

He came back, I went over to sit him down and he said:
“I don’t think I want to wait anymore"
At first I still don’t quite understand what he meant, if I understood him correctly. Then he reached over to take his jacket and umbrella that we’ve said I would remind him to take.
“it’s not your fault” he said to me
“cant you jus wait for a while more? I’ll do a scale and clean, might as well, since you’re here”
“nah mate, don’t bother, have a good life” and he pat on me and started walking off.
“ I'm not coming back so don’t bother calling me” he said before disappearing out the door.
I was left dumbstruck, and nurses started to come over asking happened.

“21..”
“sorry, what was 11”
“sound, 21 satisfactory MO composite”

Maybe I should just concentrate on this instead.

First week back

2009-07-11T00:40:00.002+08:00

Went for indigenous/ multicultural lectures. Did presentation( i know it’s jus the first week). One more assignment on top of the 3 or 4 that we’re having. Today was a break- but I had to go to arrange my patients- get them in so that I can work them asap. I’m still a bit in the holiday mood, havn’t quite settled down yet, not yet found that mood to study yet. And 1 presentation, 3 tests, within the next 2 weeks. Sigh.

Anyway- awesome videos that I found.

The climb

I thought she knew

Poker Face

You are the music of my heart- multilanguage

Breaking free- multilanguage

5/10

2009-06-19T00:00:00.009+08:00

So, I’m back. after 2 weeks of hellish exam. Thank God i'm still alive. Started off by cramming pathology for the whole study week, exam on sat; study orthodontics for one day then exam; study general medicine for one day and exam(that one was insane - going from kidney to liver to blood vessel); then back to staring at microscopy slides and bottle; pharmacology 4 days after (that one was the worst- all the drug names and stuff- might hv failed that one- but hopefully it’s not a must-pass exam) and one day for dentures, crowns and bridges(that one was ok - coz even tho it covered everything from every single 20+ lectures, it was rather general- like list 2 (out of the 5-6 in the lectures) of advantage/disadvantage/indication/contra-indications)…and after that exam- everyone was high. Don’t think anyone else will appreciate this short break as much as we will. I'm actually sick of staying awake to study- but now i'm waking up at 10am- because i can afford to.

And that was all just a glimpse of wat’s to come next semester. 10 units + patients(I’m actually so sick of seeing patients). But hey, I’m half way thru- (just half way- unlike other people-either almost done or one year left).

2 weeks of holiday will start next week. Got one group assignment, assignment and online assessment to do. And I need to go back into clinic tomorrow to check on my patient who came in today for emergency (a fifth year student told me that through facebook- how cool..lol).

Random photos from the whole sem+ this exam:

we had to bend wires- according to the shape drawn on the paper- with different sizes

Got myself awesome (-ly cheap) highlighters to coordinate my clinic sessions

candies from royal perth hospital where i had lectures once a week (blue stuff are called clouds and they are awesome and they are only 5 cents each)

i bent that for myself coz i cudnt be bother doing any work in the lab

more lollies

the very last exercise we had to do for orthodontics wire-bending

studying for pathology- slides and bottles likes:

adenocarcinoma of the colon

fatty liver due to alcohol consumption

kidneys

dunno why i cant drink coffee anymore- got stomachache twice for drinking coffee

yea... i pretty much dont have a life besides study. oh ya- a classic comment:

My life sucks! Oh wait, it can't coz I dont even have one...

talentime

2009-04-05T01:35:00.005+08:00

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I WANT TO WATCH TALENTIME
Why am I in perth!!!!!!!!!!!!

So why am I so crazy you ask?
It’s a new movie by yasmin ahmad (if you don’t know who she is, you can GO DIE or watch this multi-award winning ad the love of tan hong ming
The storyline is interesting- awesome music, awesome new casts,
Portrays lives of the different races in msia (something I’m close to)
It’s by yasmin ahmad!!- there’s gonna be loads of tears and laughters.
I’m already crying….

Her news
The official website - check out the 'behind the scene'
Her ad for some Singapore family department -watch it

trailers for talentime

i'm going to get all her past movies and watch them all- especially 'Muallaf'

and if you've never heard sepet...pls go far far away from me

photos

2009-04-01T00:44:00.005+08:00

Have been playing with picasa editing tool. And lovin some of the photos.

2009-03-29T00:16:00.004+09:00

how i feel at times...and loving this vid...

and 25 hrs today!!

graduation

2009-03-24T23:14:00.002+09:00

看了朋友的毕业照很想马上毕业
戴着四方帽、礼服扮美美到处走透透取景拍照 uni,河畔,公园
让父母骄傲一下深知他们供我读书不易我也成人成材了
一定要拍很多很多照片难得一生一次（一次也够了）
同班同学一起毕业 60几个经历五年的风风雨雨
朋友们祝贺又在拍照
手里捧着一束花、一个洋娃娃
再拍一张正式（破口袋）的毕业照那些手里捧着文凭卷书架为背景的那一种
可惜没四方帽丢
一定会很开心很幸福所以要拍照留念
所以要买个好相机

再熬多三年再挨多三年就要到我了

*灵感自某女性朋友的照片所以所想象的难免有点出入

2009-03-16T00:07:00.004+09:00

so i've finally updated.

meh

2 months roughly

between which, i've

moved to my new place

loved and loving slumdog millionaire

went thru phases of inactivity

stressed out over studies

there's really nothing interesting...

i shud go sleep

黑色星期五

2009-03-16T00:03:00.004+09:00

黑色星期五。
莫名的空虚，生活少了什么似的。
我不知道别人还怎么懂呢？所以就把它挂在心上某一条心弦。
家里很静。想离家出走。骑脚车，搭巴士到city也好。
最后还是决定留在家。
脑子空空的，自然会找东西装。
自己，家人，朋友，生活，性格，未来，感情，计划，金钱。。。
今天难得4小时break，和一班朋友到nando's 和gelato打发时间。发现：
原来自己背后可以发生那么多事。被人讲闲话也不会知道。
原来人可以那么‘两面’。
原来那么多人可以讨厌那么多人。
原来那么小的事也会惹人讨厌。
我则静静坐一旁聆听，不希望被别人影响。

要找爱好，培养新兴趣。
学新的语言，学吉他，学photoshop 我都想

看了一幅照片顿时想到北京紫禁城看清明上河图
想一日回到古时代看看生活是怎么样
我不只想要travel 我还想time travel

snapshot of a week (2 weeks ago)

2009-03-15T23:55:00.004+09:00

Monday- woke up to go to lecture even though it’s Labour Day.Had 4 hours of lectures for one unit. I slept a lot in the lecture coz I didn’t get enough from the night before (wedding). Lunch break then another four hours lecture for one unit. I slept a lot there as well. I think in total I slept more in the lecture than I did the night before. Couldn’t go to the lab to get pliers coz the nurses are on holiday.

Tuesday- had a lecture then went to clinic for caries risk assessment. We had to spit out saliva to do some tests on them, then had the teeth coloured to see plaque. Then rush back to another lecture before lunch. After that I had the afternoon off coz my group wasn’t rostered in the lab session. So a lot of us went to the other section of the lab to do lab work that is due soon. And we had to pack up before 2pm coz that’s when the 1st yrs come in for their lab. And I pretty much wasted the rest of the afternoon. Good thing I manage to bend the wire during lunch, coz I also pretty much wasted my night doing nothing.

Wed- had a lecture then went to lab for 3 hours bending wire- much easier this time coz the wire’s thinner- damn proud of myself when the tutor saw it and said 10/10- but I still hv 4 more to go before the next session. Then after lunch, we went to the hospital in the city for lecture. 3 hours-on diabetes, endocrine disease and hepatobilliary disease (I cant even pronounce it properly). Then badminton from 7.30- 10.30 –had a good time sweating out- I suck – went with a fren; met old frens; made new fren- and I need more exercise.. TRIED to view a powerpoint on ‘radiographs’ but failed- ended up in facebook.

Thurs- woke up to a lecture which I partly slept thru. Then went to lab to drill teeth for crowns. Did ok, stuff up some areas, nothing major. Then went for a radiography tutorial. Fairly interesting tutor. Then went home. Spent the whole night trying to reshuffle the 21GB of stuff (notes, lectures, exams papers) upper years gave us. And the whole night was lost again.

Fri- 2 hours of lecture, then 1 hour break (which we spent in the lab), then to the pharmacology lecture for 2 hours, 1 hr lunch break then pathology lab and lecture. Loving pathology- at first but now….
Fresher’s welcome on- housemates had few frens over for pre’s. I had beer which I dont quite like. so now I am going off- to get myself not drunk- to see what other people to get themselves drunk. Sorry I jus don’t believe in alcohol.
Went home early, without a sip of alcohol. And now it’s 1am. My housemates are still at the place- talking to some postgrad student about ortho. And I’m dead tired. Sleepy.

Sat- woke up at 10. Played around(read: did nothing). Had meatballs from IKEA with instant noodle. Then finally got myself down to do some serious work after 40 mins of HIMYM. Jus when I was so engrossed in typing my notes, I jus realized I need to be at work at 5 and not 5.30. So I rush like mad, good thing there was a bus coming soon-ish and I got there on time. Work was boring-as usual. Got back at around 11pm, talked to my housemates about dentistry (exams and cramming), language (how I would love to be an interpreter), dancing, how my year don’t share their notes. Which reminds me of a conversation I had about how money may become a drive when we’re out practicing, despite the initial noble intention – the greater good of population’s health. How ortho is so much easier compared to other specialization coz ur patient’s would be highly motivated, their mouth would be healthy when u see them and you’ll be earning big bucks.
Now I’m downloading slumdog millionaire OST. Some of them are jus awesome!
Again, I should go sleep.

Sunday- went to church. After that had lunch- mee pok- which was crap at this place near Winthrop shopping centre. Service was awful. We (well me) cant be bother, so we wrote our own order and gave the list to the boss. And we had to wait forever for the food to come out. I was THIS close to walking into the kitchen and cooking it myself. And the food is not even that nice. And it took forever to bring us the bill. I took the liberty of collecting the money and then going to the boss and demanded the bill. Damn dodgy la..
Didn’t do much after that. Ate subway for dinner in my backyard. It was a good break away from the house, staring the laptop/books. Then I cycled to IGA, thoroughly enjoyed the trip away from home. Bought fruits.
Now I’m TRYING to read my lab manual which is very very very very very boring. And I still have a few video demo to go thru before my lab tomorrow. AND review my notes in second year on how to give an injection (LA). AND I’M FREAKIN SLEEPY!!!!

2009-01-20T00:41:00.002+09:00

1. Alang-alang mandi biar guna sabun.
2. Bapak borek, anak rintik, emaknya pasti petak-petak.
3. Belakang parang kalau diasah lagikan tajam, kepala manusia kalau diasah pasti botak. <
4. Berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi seguni beras.
5. Biar lambat asalkan lembab.
6. Biar putih tulang, jangan kuning gigi.
7. Carik-carik bulu ayam lama-lama jadi shuttlecock.
8. Cubit paha kanan, peha kiri tak rasa apa-apa pun.
9. Dari mana hendak ke mana, kenapa kau tanya, menyibuk pula.
10. Di mana ada gula di situ adalah gula-gula.
11. Di mana bumi dipijak, di situ ada kesan kena pijak.
12. Diam-diam ubi berisi, diam-diam orang bisu.
13. Gajah mati meninggalkan gading, harimau mati meninggalkan belang, manusia mati meninggal dunia.
14. Habis madu sepah dikitar semula.
15. Sedikit-sedikit lama-lama tinggal sikit.
16. Harapkan pagar, pagar tak boleh harap. '
17. Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak tak apa.
18. Hidung tak mancung, gigi macam kereta sorong.
19. Hidup segan mati ditanam.
20. Hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik kalau hari tak hujan.
21. Jauh di mata sakit di hati.
22. Jika kail panjang sejengkal beli le yang panjang sikit kalau nak ngail di laut.(beli le pukat tunda lagi baik)
23. Kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang simpan esok pagi.
24. Kalah jadi abu, menang jadi arang, seri jadi abu bakar.
25. Ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tidak ke bawah.
26. Kecil-kecil cili padi, kecil lagi biji cili.
27. Lembu punya susu, cap teko dapat nama.
28. Makan hati berulam jantung dengan jeruk buah pinggang dan usus masak kicap.
29. Masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan, tersumbat kat mulut, meleleh kat hidung.
30. Membujur lalu melintang pukang.
31. Orang memberi kita merasa, orang tak beri kita paksa dia.
32. Pandu cermat, jiwa Kassim Selamat.
33. Patah tumbuh hilang report polis.
34. Pemuda harapan bangsa, pemudi tiang negara, pondan tiang telepon.
35. Sambil menyelam tengok kapal selam.
36. Sebab pulut santan binasa, sebab mulut habis pulut.
37. Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit inikan pula makanan di dalam mulut.
38. Sehari selembar benang lama-lama benang habis.
39. Sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya tak dapat masuk olimpik juga.
40. Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian cukai pendapatan.
41. Sudah gaharu cendana pula, sudah digaru gatal pula.
42. Sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga, kemudian ditimpa bendul, kemudian ditimpa rumah, kemudian $B!D!D!D(B.
43. Tiada rotan pelempang berguna juga.
44. Waktu kecil menjadi kawan, sudah besar menjadi lawan, bila tua penyakit sawan.

2009-01-19T23:37:00.000+09:00

早. Woke up 10 plus. Stressed out looking for houses- the same feeling like last yr- suffocated and helpless.Ended up having talked into sharing a house with 2 other people. One of which is my coursemate (which I really tried my best to avoid sharing the house last yr- coz I hv problems listening to him (and it’s not jus me)...sigh~~) and his friend. So there’ll be 3 dents and an engineer. 3 ABC and 1 me.

Arvo. Went out at arnd 1pm plus to avoid open house (for prospective tenants). I even kept everything and make the house look like no one came back yet- coz I kinda told my agent I’ll be back on the 20^th. Went city to get a sim card, recharge card, international calling card. Had hungry jacks for lunch. Came back, washed my mattress protector, blanket sheet etc. Then slept for 2 hours .

Malam. Cooked ravioli again. Passed the stuff to my sis. Hope she’s doing ok. Came back fiddle around with nothing. Got a nasty surprise- 2dvd (songs and photos) I copied using another laptop cant be read on my laptop…T.T

I’ve realized wat’s wrong with how I view things- I always look at things from a ‘big picture’ point of view and trying to squeeze all the details possible- which jus makes things messy. Like how I write stuff and take photos.

King’s park got burnt- photo soon

2009-01-11T01:16:00.001+09:00

I was in the shopping centre the other day, and I heard this Malay song which immediately caught my attention. Hence I quickly jotted down a few words of the lyrics sung and went home to google it. And I found this (ignore the video-it’s crap):

Rimas-Fabulous Cats

and one day I will translate the lirik-lirik into lyrics according to ‘meaning, form and specials’(it’s an art)

second last day

2008-12-12T11:05:00.006+09:00

internet's back on- hence the sudden increase in post...

worked last night- and i was sick- runny nose. and i had to look down to actually do my work, so it was disgusting, good thing it wasnt busy. should have jus called in sick, but i didnt know it was that bad and because i have never turn up for work sick so i wasnt expecting that...

going home tomorrow
but it feels unbelievable- like wow, i'm going home tomorrow, so soon...
does that mean i'm happy or reluctant to go back?
and with everything i have to do before i actually go back- do all the laundry, clean up my room, buy the stuff i need to buy, finish all my food and make sure everything is off/closed (electricity, water, windows, doors) -i dont have enough time
oh wells, i can always not sleep and sleep on the plane- departing 1940 reaching 23?? at brunei

scare the hell out of me when i checked all the post i posted- they were gone- all because the date format- eg for 1st dec instead of the normal 01/12/08 i had to type in 12/01/08 (the american style) ...so i had to go jan 12th to change it...get it?

GG

2008-12-11T03:30:00.000+09:00

I’m smiling. Never have been happier. In the middle of the night. I’ve finished Gossip Girl Season 1. Ok I know I’m kinda behind already.
But, never thought I was gonna say this, that series is awesome. No wonder it got so many ppl hooked.
I have to say E10 and E16 is the best- for different reasons.
Backstabbing, friendship, cheating, love, peer pressure, lives of the rich, family etc.
Cant wait till the whole of season 2 finishes before I start another few days of non-stop roller coaster ride.
But for now, season one will have to suffice.
XOXO

On a side note, made me realize something- being materialistic is only for the rich, and about having a brother’s love.

I’m kinda enjoying the no-one-else-at-home scene atm. No one to be worried about, can totally go into the kitchen late at night and make the din and not worry (but my neighbour), having clean up after myself only, blasting the music loudly etc.
But I know I wont survive living alone for a year…

and working in summer sucks- coz they crowd never stops- so for the first time, i finished at 10.45pm(instead of 9.45) and reach home around 12am-gg..

out!!- celebrating

2008-12-10T09:23:00.000+09:00

I am freaking happy… very happy…VERY HAPPY!! Thank God Thank God Thank God…
I was like praying hard when I was checking results, but it wasn’t out yet
Until I decided to go back to sleep and someone called me to ask how my results were
I was terrified before the exams thinking I might jus fail
During exam I was calmer after seeing the paper thinking there might a chance of me passing
And now the result is out
And He is gracious..

night out

2008-12-10T03:23:00.000+09:00

I did something crazy. Wore my pyjamas, walked out of the house (a hard thing to do considering I hv (mild) OCD) and started taking photos.

(i stood up before the shutter closed off- so there's nothing spooky)

2008-12-09T10:10:00.000+09:00

我屋友离开了。搭着的士。剩我一个人在家。现在轮到我开始清理房间、收拾行李准备回家。倒数4天左右，我就会离开这___（自行填充）之地。
这是用屋友的keyboard打的。

2008-12-07T17:30:00.000+09:00

刚看完I am legend。戏里主角是世上唯一一个生存者。一种莫名的感觉在心中顿时萌起。顿时觉得自己很孤单，朋友一个一个回去了，屋友也即将离开，世间仿佛也仅剩我一个人。呼吸开始困难，情绪开始不定。自己就好像随时就会崩溃。

smiley face

2008-12-01T22:30:00.000+09:00

Can’t believe I missed the smiley face-

from http://martins-skywalk.blogspot.com/2008/12/venus-jupiter-moon-smiley-face.html

phone

2008-11-24T01:08:00.002+09:00

Talked to my mum just now after 3 weeks

It appears that I’m going to kl- due to miscommunication
I’m suppose to buy sth for my grandpa when I go see him in KL
Exchange rate dropped again- to 2.2
My fren’s mum passed away 2 weeks ago after battling for 5-6 yrs
My bro now exercises ‘his rights’ in not doing housechores
My sis is finishing SPM soon and she’s coming over next yr
I’m leaving this place on the 12/13 dec
I’m coming back to this place on the 18th jan
Within which I’ll get my driver’s license

and i jus watched the kite runner...nice

2008-11-23T01:10:00.000+09:00

情绪酝酿到暴了才上来
是荷尔蒙失调吧
脑袋空空的自己喜欢无中生有

人比人气死人
和他比
比财产比身世比生活比他拥有的
比牙齿比幽默比色盲比酷比社交圈子
比得没完没了
结果比输了
会恨他还是远离

原来我不色盲
对颜色还很执著
对颜色看得很清楚
有黄，黑，褐，白

我白色朋友写到：
“Drilling 这门东西面对的不是偶尔的挫折
而是反复的失败直到成功为止
这就费了一年的练习与情绪上的控制
或许是祂有话想说
难道是我一直以我学业的成就拟定我的身份、价值
而忘了我是创世者的孩儿这身份
难道我太依靠自己的能力相信自己
而不依赖祂
我要反复的提醒自己
it is at those points that we need to depend on him the most; to surrender it all
我学会了我不是因我成就而存在这些成就也不是我
我的身份不会因为我露宿街头而改变
因为我依然是祂宠爱的那一个”

1030pm 刚打完工
在同样的巴士站下
只是这次巴士站旁的酒店
举办着我们牙科生一年一度的晚宴
欲上楼拜访最后还是放弃了
快乐这么近可是那么远

原来我犯了那么多滔天大罪
还总是自圆其说
所欲物质上的享受
所思色
所求人比人比死人
其实都不符游戏规则
要比就和祂比是比不赢的

接受还是改变我问了好久
事情的真实性无可否认了
接受了又怎么样改变的话要怎么样
我选择了逃避

我dirty linens 都摆出来了
Cabinet里的skeleton 也有葬身之地了
这住宅区不愿意容我了
要是人生可以更新
唯有这样作为象征
谢谢大家的支持

2008-11-23T00:16:00.000+09:00

不许哭

作词：管启源作曲：汤小糠

进一步或退一步
结局一样是未知数

被羡慕也被忌妒
当我的手被你握住

想起当初如何被守护
尝尽了甜头也吃过了苦
翻着回忆不断的阅读
我们付出如此投入

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输

也许对你温柔的拥抱还有贪图
我应该满足
我非常满足
我已准备觉悟

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福

如果留下伤口要微笑着康复

我应该满足
我非常满足

4th of 10 DONE

2008-11-21T00:03:00.006+09:00

It has been a custom for me to shout out

I'M

FREEEE..

but this time...wasnt that emotional
no tossing of the 'square hat'
no 3 shouts of 'merdeka'

Tired- 2 hrs of sleep the night before
Now relieved and there's no more cramming to do
Lesson learnt- will explore that some other day
Things to do after this- Heaps

Current state

2008-11-19T00:23:00.011+09:00

back is hurting due to back posture when studying

eyes still sting

diarrhoea this morning- went to the toilet 3 times but amazingly healed after the exam(I bet it has sth to do with stress)

starting to panic for my next exam coz I didn’t know there was that much to study until last night when I checked- well good thing I suppose, at least I didn’t stress out that much

tired, exhausted. Let’s see I slept 5 hrs on 16th, 2 on 17th, 4 hrs on 18th, going to sleep 6 hrs (make that 5 now) on 19th, prob 2 hrs on 20th and I will be free….

Internet and msn is bad for me…

Pictures around(yes I was very very bored, tired, to the point of insanity):

Bird's eye view of my table- not like a bird can fly in my room

water bottle, watch, chewie, toilet paper (i had flu, nothing else), lollies

levitating laptop, lamp, lecture lnotes,

if only lecture notes were filled with random photos

my file- change my notes inside after every exam

a white thing...

my beloved lamp which has followed me for 2 yrs...

it was 3 remaning- now 1 left!!!!

yes i pretty much chucked everything onto my bed and then put everything back onto the floor when i need the bed...everyday

energy drinks- no i didnt finish it in one night- balanced it with coffee

starburst...mmmm..sugar...

ice cream.....*drooollllllssssssss........coffee flavour+chocolate-coated almond

I am extremely ‘hardworking’ during exam times ho…coming here everyday…~.~’’’

5/7

2008-11-17T01:50:00.002+09:00

下午时分 – 我疯了！曾一时想过宁可学怎么考试时候扮昏倒。
晚饭- 烧鸭饭。苦中的甘（还有咸，卤） :)
深夜- 心情稳定下来了…可能是因为没上msn，没被朋友stress；可能是刚才洗了厕所（明天inspection）; 多半是祂的呵护。
一把鼻涕，一把highlighter。
现在要把past paper 看完，答案念过。
准备睡两小时。起来一杯咖啡，把全部东东在看一遍。
一年worth的东西，三小时匆完...

shoooooooooot

2008-11-16T02:47:00.004+09:00

18PG

Again. Tired, mentally.
It’s as if it’s neverending, I can never be ready enough for the exam
Jus when I thought I can take it, one small little detail blew me off.
7 hours straight in Reid library, highlighting pages after pages
Trying to memorise everything that I have to
Procedures after procedures,
Concepts after concepts,
Numbers after numbers,
And I am going to give up on anatomy and material science- and jus pray it wont come up
All this jus to learn the theory of making fake teeth.

And people. I hate people. Homo sapienS
People who jus talk non-stop on the phone trying to share stuff. I need to study.
People who stress out and complain to me. and make me stress out. I need to study.
People who jus talk to me on msn coz we hvn’t talked for long. I would love to but I need to study.
People who ask for my help. I did. But that’s wasting my time, and it may jus backfire this time and people don always appreciate. I need to study.

One more day, one more night
And it’s exam time.
Shud I do an all nighter tonight and tomorrow night?
Considering I’ve been sleeping very little and the body has taken a toll
And I jus got this email reminding me how shit my health is atm- acne vulgaris , liver intoxication, dorsalgia, ..
I hvnt even started on the partials yet and the past papers too. Apparently they kill.
So people are panicking, and words like
F***, S***, die,
screwed, kill, cry,
suddenly came into our dictionary.
AND we lived happily ever after.

conjuntions

2008-11-13T23:40:00.002+09:00

Had a long rest after exam which was ok coz luckily I manage to cram (ok fine ‘RECAP’) ALL 24 lectures in 2 hrs just before exams which got me late for exams but it was still ok coz I don’t think they really care as long as u got enough time to finish and there WAS more than enough time coz ppl started leaving after 1.5 hr when the whole exam was meant to be 3 hrs jus like my next exam on Monday which I hv no clue whatsoever and it freakin involves a lot of memorizing- the whole year’s worth of lectures which would be fine if the lectures given was understandable, straightforward, INFORMATION-CONTAINING but noooo..the lecturer jus went on whatever he liked, jumping around topics (‘in retrospect’ and ‘leading to’) talking about nothing and he expects us to know everything he knows by reading the book he asked us to read which is quite shit as well coz like my fren said ‘is all over the place and talks about nothing-jus like the lecturer’ so the book has been there since the beginning of the year collecting dust and it will continue to collect dust throughout this weekend coz I m not going to read that freakin book but instead read the 3 compilations of notes that obtained from 3 different upper yr sources(yes ppl area kind enough to do that and I m recording now all the papers we’re hving coz we don’t GET past yr papers, like wtf) totaling 200 pages? (ok fine I’m exaggerating, so sue me) and I hv to memorise everything single detail on how to make a fake denture which I SUPPOSE will help next yr when we actually start making them on real patients and it’s going to be freaky coz it’s like REAL~ but anway..dont want to think about it now, got more important things to stress like when am I going to go back end of this yr coz, yes, I hvnt book my ticket to go back and I cant now since I’m hving exams and going all the way to the city to book it is an utter waste of time which i can utilize to study and speaking of which mayb I shud stop here and go sleep and wake up early tmr morning to do some studying for the next 3 days…
*gasp air*

2008-11-13T02:49:00.000+09:00

我只想闭上眼睛 5 分钟也好
看完6 个lecture 就可以休息了可是这几个lecture至少也有50页而且全部都是要背的
明天醒来还要把全部在看一边因为真的是不记得
周末-也没得休息因为还要赶另一张考卷
刘力杨的《靠不靠谱》不知道听了几次了
因为喜欢副歌的部分因为没新歌听因为旧歌听厌了
最后两瓶鸡精明天一瓶拜一一瓶家里带来的一盒就这样完了

2008-11-11T02:34:00.001+09:00

我不知道我不知道我不知道
我很累眼睛很‘刺’
对自己很失望自己ego放弃了id
我不想睡睡了时间就没了
明天的试卷是最简单的其中一张可是为什么我还那么stress 不是我一个罢了
还有好多好多要念的又超无聊（关于怎样做research）念又念不进
真的很想放弃就算了可是不可以不pass
开始饿了可是最近好像饿惯了酸了一下就没事了
我真的要睡了很烦

结果睡了四个小时起来是还狂k书
考试还好不太难多靠上天
下午睡了四小时弥补

2008-11-08T10:08:00.000+09:00

Few things,

Perth International Festival brochure is out- go grab it- at ur nearest news agency for free!
There’s a few interesting (and free) event happening next yr…

Exams- first one done. Not too bad I reckon. It’s worth like 16% but it’s a barrier exam (as in you hv to pass to pass the unit to pass the yr).

Kiwi- I theorise?/postulate?/hypothesise? the part furthest from the stalk where it joins the tree (or is it bush) is the sweetest. So how would you make it all sweet.
1. eliminate the stalk. Smart but impossible. FAIL
2. it will be good if the fruit can rotate while it’s growing. Not smart and not possible. FAIL
3. if all fail, jus share (the sour part) with someone…

Ferrero Rocher- Don’t even know why it’s so freakin expensive. It’s not even that nice. Even kit-kat is nicer. I think it’s because people give it as a present coz it looks classier. And since it looks classier and is in demand and it has established a brand, it’s more ex. I bet one day when people stop buying them, the price will go down. Same goes for other branded stuff eg THAT mp3 player, THAT game console, THAT hand bag, THAT car….

SPM- a distant past- which has nothing to do in my life, like, anymore…but we were all worrying about it and stuff, trying to get super good result. Well I suppose you need those super good results to go somewhere, but I mean…errr…ok, I don’t know what I’m saying. Anyway, my sis taking it..wohoo..lol..

Yasmin- cant wait to go back and watch all her movies- Sepet, Gubra, Mukhsin, Muallaf (jus released in s’pore) and Talenttime(jus finish shooting)… having gotten so many awards world-wide...and she has a nice blog

Quite obvious I’m procrastinating here…

No wonder they say in third yr u’ll start to hate everyone in your year. JUS because i) u’ve seen them enough ii) they know how to get onto ur nerves when they need to iii) they know you too well to care how you think…

CC

2008-11-07T00:15:00.004+09:00

I was reading the newspaper just now, and I saw a news report on Canning College’s International Student Graduation Ceremony. Man, that was ages ago. What 3 years already? Ok. Two. But yea, seemed so long ago.Our year has definitely started something new by having the graduation dinner at Hilton. A google search (a cat must have died somewhere at the same time) found a few blogs with photos of the ceremony and a video on youtube. It was just like ours, all the emotions, the photo taking sessions, the ‘lecturer-appreciation’ speeches, the performances, the awards. It wasn’t too long ago, that we graduated from that place. And now there’s ‘juniors’ whom we don’t even know going to join us in uni. Seemed so distant aye…

I was going to write about my year there, but nah…it’ll take forever, and I got more important things at hand i.e. exams. Maybe some other time, when I’m inspired again…

One more day till exams…panic+nervous-ness+fear+worry+adrenaline rush+stress starting to resurface after much suppression for the past few days… might jus break the seal..lol

Feel so weird typing in English again…

tHank yOu's to all, for everything....:):):):):):):):):):):)):):):)):):)

2008-11-06T00:33:00.002+09:00

2008-11-06T00:17:00.001+09:00

妈，生（我）日快乐！
原本不想‘致词’的。。。
前夕
唐禹哲的歌陪着我在library
图书馆外小组的‘惊喜’celebration 超棒的巧克力蛋糕很好的朋友们大牙齿的生日卡
图书馆里朋友给的祝福女儿的生日卡
一路骑脚车背包里载满幸福
回到家手机的短讯 facebook上的祝福 msn的问候近的远的
我study week故意空了明天可以好好庆祝（也是万一念不完有extra day 可以用）
今晚梦一定甜

当天
一早醒来（其实也让自己赖到十点）屋友送一盒forrero rocher 感愧交集
午餐和同年同月同日生的朋友（只差不同医院）去了韩国餐馆
晚餐和一班朋友 all of whom I’ve hvnt met for soooooooo long (ranging from 2 weeks to half a year or more )
The candy bag chicken-rice cake candle corny-ness camera-flashes car-rides and the great company

后序
一生只有一次20 （废话）很高兴这次能过得那么愉快因为也完全没碰到书
想起来有点像塞翁失马
以前还认为挺可悲的不再会有心情庆祝
现在觉得是百忙中赐的快乐是一个 ‘安息日’

感动感激感谢感慨

untitled

2008-11-04T01:01:00.005+09:00

prac result was out...my hands were actually trembling when i went to check my result(after being persuaded much)...4 pass and 2 resubmits. not the best but still good considering i thought i might hv failed...

i am very happy with my result-grateful actually, lucky. but some people were jus pissed(even they got the same result as me)- complaining how they are one pass short to pass the unit, and now having to come back and redo the exams again. and when i tried to talk to some who didnt quite do well, i ended up being cut by them -the 'oh-u-are-so-pro-u-can-say-watever-u-like' talk.

that sucked

and talking to one person who has passed all 6 and one who failed 2 on msn at the same time wsa dumb- it's like u're typing happily one moment and feeling sad the next

exam is this sat- so freakin near- and i dont think i'm even prepared for it...

and i'm tired

我在浪费时间

2008-11-02T23:47:00.009+09:00

感觉上有点在孤军作战 ~_~

原来上网可以上瘾的 :

~中午上网查了怎么去掉衣服上的茶迹（用柠檬水/醋）@.@

~之前发现我杰伦的专辑曲名完全不对早知道不要那么快下况且也并不是很好听 >.<

~刚才狂下歌部落格看见人家提起什么歌我都下现在平均五分钟有首新歌听 :0

~喜欢这部落格的feel 还赢了什么大马中文最生活化部落格 :)

怎么办倒数一星期平均一天要温习一个unit T.T

明天8 to 5待在med library aza aza fighting~~

威尔逻辑

2008-10-30T16:58:00.004+09:00

執著VS熱誠VS夢想VS心
心會累
夢想會破滅
熱誠會減退
執著還是執著

正常VS不正常
人多那一邊叫正常
人少那一邊叫不正常
很簡單

自此

堕落ing

2008-10-30T16:54:00.001+09:00

倒数八天

今天的prac也没自己想象的完美很失望

在最后一分钟发现一个紧要的错误可是太迟了

希望它不足以令我fail

最近吃喝玩乐都不协调

吃的烂喝得少玩太多乐-几乎不存在

脑子也很喜欢放空

一下想念完五年后又什么打算一下想今晚吃什么一下担心万一明年留级要怎样fit in

然后就会提醒自己要买咖啡熬夜去

再熬二十一天就over了

笔擦削

2008-10-29T22:21:00.000+09:00

今天早上的practical考的不是那么理想。还记得前一晚还信心满满的，觉得这两个肯定pass。怎么知道，考试一开始就手忙脚乱，幸亏护士们都很友善，都劝我们要镇定，鼓励我们。三个钟头后出来，一个~~很有可能~~几乎是肯定不及格，一个没大碍的话可能会pass。明天还有两个。六个prac之中至少要三个及格才能拿supplementary，五个及格才能pass这门unit。现在每个人都很stress，都失去了笑容（其实念我们这个course的，唯有first yr 还会笑，其他的-我们担心不能pass这exam，third yr也忙着为十多张考试paper准备，fourth yr也一样（只是他们九月也已经考了另十多张），fifth yr clinic 没位，恐怕不能毕业）。如果今天两个都fail了，就是说接下来的四个只能fail一个才有机会进下一年。不然就这样结束了。真的很怕。。。

有人很贱，真的。为了谋取利益，竟然背着良心讨好某些人。明知那某人很爱炫耀，还故意称赞他，简直就是feed着他的ego嘛，心理学学得还蛮有用的。真的是名副其实的两面蛇。自己还说别人是非，说人家是马屁精。

考试倒数进入单数了-9 天。我还是那么没心情去温习，没心情煮，这几个星期都不打工。

最近和屋友的关系好像有好转（不是说之前很糟），都有比较多话吧。可能是因为那次朋友拜访时得知原来我也那么讨厌这间屋子时，觉得我没那么讨人厌吧。哈哈。所以明年多半会继续和他一起住，在另一间屋子。还有，他超勤劳好吗。

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刚design完假牙满桌笔擦削

很自然的用手掌把它们扫到一起小心翼翼的推到桌边扫进手掌丢掉

这熟练的过程忘了是什么时候学来的

多半是中学-画graf，画diagram experimen

庆祝原创

2008-10-27T05:19:00.003+09:00

未來-黄浚源（feat云鎂鑫）

三岔口-满江浤

我不够好-詹雪琳

不可以不是你-莊靖毅

贪心你的思念-佳旺&子荧

谢谢你-钟盛忠
还没找到！！

期待-ing 1122娱协奖！

2008 娱协奖颁奖典礼大会主题曲 - STAR

李志清，罗忆诗，光良，易桀齐，曹格，梁静茹，林宇中，伍家辉，谢婉婷，黄浚源，黄威尔，许俾文，童欣，温力铭，李吉汉，张起政，黎升铭，二号旋，马嘉轩

娱协奖新人主题曲-《梦想起飞》

伍家辉，詹雪琳，陈政仁，郑伟康，菲比，培杰&黄威尔，钟晓玉&马嘉轩，曾国辉，佳旺&子荧，俞均浤&叶江兴，Manhand&黃明志，李欣怡&欣彦，李俊杰&Crossfire，Twin girls，张祖诚&龚柯允，W.H.Y，黄浚源&陈诗莉，罗忆诗&陈势安，许俾文&陈慧恬

摘自此

photos

2008-10-25T05:18:00.000+08:00

opening ceremony

talent night

spring feast

wk 43

2008-10-24T00:05:00.004+08:00

ya i know..there i go again with my word-heavy post...

monday: did injections on each other...freaky, my hands were shaking like mad the first time i went it, but the second i injected it was ok (despite the fact that i might have given my fren muscle ache coz i pierced through the huge muscle in that area instead of avoiding it)...my right of the mouth was pretty much numb for 3 hours, when i drink water, only one side feel the cold, the other side feels swollen and as if i cant close properly. and when ppl smile it's loopsided.

this week is my last week for my drilling prac- 12 hours. can feel fear, pressure and adrenaline pumping in the whole lab as everyone's drilling as much as they can to practice.
tuesday(3 hours): cant remember wat i did- few class V amalgam prep, one classic class III amalgam prep
wednesday(6 solid hours in lab): 41 mesial Class III prep, 47 MOD prep, 26 class I occ-li prep,
thurs(3 hours-totally psyched up): 14 MOD prep, pack 14 MOD, pack a 26 DOL+mesial pit, 11 mesial Class III prep
most amount of stuff ever i did in these few days
now all that's left is the prac exam next week- 9 hours (3 sessions)- everyone's totally stressing out and saying they'll most prob repeat 2nd yr again...and eveyrone's speculating and predicting what' going to come out...well we'll know soon enough...

i'm very tired-- been waking up at 6 to do my group assignment- next up is a techinician instruction sheet and it will be over by next week- starting to feel worried that eveyone's starting to study already whereas i'm still here typing all this stupid useless stuff. really unmotivated. sigh~~~~

thoughts

2008-10-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

Jus some random thoughts

i think i will apply for an overseas placement in 5th yr. For 3 months. Maybe somewhere like singapore or malaysia. :)

having talked on the phone for 45 mins(called back home), my thoughts flew back to my malaysia home, coz when sat down, i felt this unfamiliarity for a microsecond, then the heat and the pile of notes shot me back into my room.

next yr CNY i'll be here, starting class, sigh~~
my family will be here as well...sigh...jk..yeah!!!!!!

Wk 42

2008-10-19T00:08:00.006+08:00

~~I, the owner of this blog, am officially coining a new term/phrase/word~~

Sorry after a search on google, i saw my word.

Bulk-blogging.

Yes, i've been doing that unconsciously. Keeping a log of what to write everyday until i cant remember no more and it 'explodes'. So here goes again.

Monday
Late day start coz i dont have the lab in the morning. Afternoon was normal. Night was normal. Pretty sure i forgot sth, coz it's definitely not that normal.

Tuesday
Woke super early jus to attend a lecture, then went back to uni. As i may or may not have mentioned, my bike lock is stuck. As in even with a key in it, it still cant open. So i've finally decided. I went to the locksmith/cobbler at guild (lucky i noticed this little shop there tucked in the corner last yr). I went in hoping he can pick my lock but nooooo. I ended up having to use a bow saw to saw the chain (which was designed to prevent ppl from being able to cut it thru..=.=). So i was hiding there discreetly, trying to avoid ppl from noticing, sawing the chain bit by bit. Until the blade went blunt. And at last, with a bit of physics and material science, it finally broke. The guy was kind enough to refuse my offer to buy him a new blade. :) This certainly how i expected when i said 'please return the bike'.
and went to watch wall-e...nice movie with a lot of messages: move more, open ur eyes, be environmently friendly. and nice end credit. but we missed the bus, so had to walk back form subi to uwa

wednesday
nothing much i think. Played baddy. And my neck is still aching, which sort of affected me during the drilling lab later in the afternoon.

thursday
lab. sudden sugar craving. So, in the short one hour break at 12(had to rush back for a meeting at 1pm), went to JEAN-CLAUDE PATISSERIE and to get a new bike lock. got a free bike lock which was awesome. and JEAN-CLAUDE PATISSERIE was even more awesome...so much happiness in that small shop in the form of pastries...bought hazelnut escargot, fresh fruit danish, and almond croissant...i was a happy ~~man~~ boy after.
And in my psychology lecture, i got a chocolate for answering a question on oedipus complex

Fri
i pleasantly realise that the bike that i jus got back has a punctured tyre-which means a few more days of walking again. in lab, one of my tutor was encouraging us: i know what you guys are going thru. but if i can make it(refering to her studying for her examS in sydney to be recognised by aus dental board), u can too. That sort of ties in to what i recalled the night before: If i can study 11 subjects in SPM, all being '2 yr units', why cant i do this- only 7 units, half of them only a 'one sem unit'. And it reminds me of another fact that sort of struck me (still). Someone was asking in class what will happen if u only pass 2 out of the 6 prac that we had to do the week after. the lecturer, expressionless-ly, said: that's pretty much the end.

Sat
Ok, she might not have said that, but i wanted the effect. she said u might hv to repeat.
morning- went to broadway to do survey for my group assignment- pu-blic pre-ception on den-tistry and its ef-fect on oral hy-gience prac-ti-ces. boring. stood 2 hrs and manage to get 10 ppl ranging from 21 to 70+ y.o., having more older ppl, gender balance, and one asian in the 10 ppl to appropriately represent the public. i think too much.

pictures will appear soon. after it's being transferred from my camera.

summer

2008-10-16T00:12:00.005+08:00

Mengumumkan ketibaan YAB Datuk Seri Summer a/p Nature

Diiringi oleh Datuk Suhu bin Tinggi
dan Datin Dry Gan
yg akan melawat Perth selama tiga bulan
Selamat Datang.

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summer is here...good season to be doing laudry, good season to jus stay indoor during the day and outdoor at night...

also means that i dont hv to wrap myself like a dumpling when i sleep at night

having wearing a outer wear for so long that now i feel naked without one...

and the night breeze somehow reminds me of my maternal grandma's house in kl (not mine, not my dad's mom's house)...mayb it's the temperature, or most prob the smell...but they all conjures the sound of motorbikes and cars driving pass late at night in front of my grandma's house...shit...God bless her..

I want to learn stuff

2008-10-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

A fren of mine plans to buy guitar coz he’s been self-learning playing guitar. Another fren of mine will be getting a piano coz he wants to learn (and I taught him some basics thru msn). Yet another fren of mine bought flute(saw him polishing it in the car) and he’s learning it himself as well. I want to learn guitar and improve on my piano.

It’s going to be freakin 30 C tmr!!!!

wk 41

2008-10-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry about the word heavy post again. Will post some photos soon or talk something else other than my life (but this blog IS about my life)

Last week has been very very very very busy. I was almost at the verge of going to ‘pengsan’ anytime soon.

Monday- Local Analgesic test & Race. I was so preoccupied with preparing for the race I totally didn’t start studying until 8pm the night before. So it was sort of an all-nighter, just that I overslept (was supposed to wake up at 2am but ended up waking up at 6) and feeling so crap after. But thank god the test turned out ok. Then was the race- had to prepare all the clues and maps and everything else needed during lunch so that I can hand it to another person to help me take charge. But who knows, they didn’t carried out everything I’ ve asked them to, station masters weren’t briefed properly and my bike’s lock cannot be opened during the race(I was devastated when I realize I cant cycle the bike for the race- which meant I had to walk all around to make sure every station is going ok-and I was seriously thinking of jus waiting at the finishing line for 1.5 hours and jus talk thru the walkie-talkie). But thank goodness I found another bike. Generally the race went ok, a few hiccups (which will be pointed out during the post mortem).

Tuesday- research test & opening+ seminar. Didn’t start studying until 11pm (seriously too tired). Luckily the morning was off for me so could still study. But the best thing which happen was – they cancelled the test(1.5 hrs before the test) and at that point of time I haven’t even gone thru half the stuff I needed to study. I was jumping for joy(but didn’t get stuck) so I headed off to the opening ceremony. After, headed back home(was going to study for the next test) but by the time I’m done doing all the random stuff it was time to go for the seminar already. Fairly interesting- about this chinese lady growing up in Australia and the racial discrimination at her time, this aboriginal person who wanted Australia to solve the problems with Aborigines before even tyring to become a multicultural country and this muslim AFL player who talked mainly about his life as a footie player (which was quite inspiring). After that, headed off to cell.

Wednesday- Talent nite-I totally slacked off refusing to do any study, recovering from the stress before. But I manage to do a few lectures in the morning before going to lab and straight on to the talent nite. Like last yr I was in charge of the music which was fun. And my fren got into the second round (if he didn’t, he had to do some random acts for a mr. popular prize). The thing ended at 10.30pm.

Thursday- drilling theory test+ s p r i n g f e a s t- that was a real all-nighter- having slept for only 2 hours(2 plus to 4 plus) trying to cram 18 lectures(which I tot was only 13 lectures initially) and only manage to finish it 10 mins before the test. Then went straight for a drilling practical class which we were all in no mood to do. I even fell asleep in the afternoon lecture(which is very interesting and not boring at all). Went home to sleep for an hour before heading back to uni for the night event. And the majority of the night I was helping to sell candy floss(simply couldn’t get it at the first few rounds- took me quite a while to do it properly-fluffy and big). Totally enjoyed the last few performances – a band performance and this guitarist (winner from the night before). Pretty much everyone was singing along with the band and I was happily making my candy floss there. Wonderful feeling. Then pack up/clean up/dismantle time- which took til 12 plus am. But it was fun. And I was forced to inhaled helium and talk…haha.

Friday- football match. Attended lab in the morning, lecture after. Then rush to the main campus to help them with the match set-up. Then rush back for another lab. After the lab, rush back again to the match to watch the semi-finals and finals. And when it ended, that was it. All the hard work for this one week. It was very enjoyable to work with everyone, even got to know a few more people during the week. And had karaoke at night- totally relaxed- but too bad I had sore throat (from drinking more than 4 cups of bubble tea throughout the week and the stress must have lowered my immune system)

Probably the week to remember for this year. Taking up all the challenge and surviving thru it was really an achievement. Really couldn’t have done it without His help.:)

Thank you

2008-10-13T22:00:00.001+08:00

Thank you Dad,
For the last minute reading you directed me to look at before the LA test which allowed me to do the calculation
For all the random phrases you showed me when I was revising which turned out to be answers to questions
For helping out during the race esp the ending of the race
For cancelling the second test which got me totally stoked
For the inspiring seminar
For lead cell
For the wit/quick reflex/creativity when I was doing the music
For making me man again
For the motivation/awake-ness you gave me to study thru the night
For the ingenious idea of sleeping on the chair and table so that I wont sleep in the next morning
For helping me take notice of random details which turned out to be exam questions
For the CD you help her help me compile
For the wonderful night and the sweet floss stuck onto me
For the wonderful week
For that short feeling of love
For passing all the exams- and even doing very well in them
For keeping me healthy
May I be a testimony of You
Glory goes to You.

wk40

2008-10-04T02:02:00.003+08:00

normal rambling...nothing interesting...dont waste ur time

Just finished my tax return claim...feeling quite sh*t+tired+lost+overwhelmed+doubtful+hysteric+etc these few days…crazy cramming didn’t help…thank god radiography test went ok…easier than I expected. I was fully stressed about it, as I only started studying 4pm the day before (after an awesome bbq). So stressed that I even went to buy coffee, ‘Mother’, ‘V’ and prunes jus to get my brain fired up. Totally feeling shit and cursing my way thru the night asking why I didn’t study earlier and how am I going to get thru this…I end upsleeping a bit too much more than what I planned ( 4 +hrs) so I ended up cramming 3 chapter (70 pages?) in 1.5 hr before rushing out in the morning…the next day I had a prac test which went better than I expected and when I got back my result, it was a conditional pass (I had to improve on it before getting a pass) and the freaking amalgam filling is getting onto my nerves…then the test on Thursday, thankful that someone mentioned to us this online self-assessment quiz coz the test paper was totally the same…(but I still didn’t get 100, hving done it an hr before the test)…then the interview…damn nervous…overall went ok, explored her feelings, situation, a bit jumbled up, but summary should be good enough…only one thing, I didn’t introduce my name and ask hers…=.=’’’...had kfc's favourites bowl a lunch- that was the only fun thing the whole

Cell group’s not fun anymore…I think I got too familiar with them…having such a cell leader obviously didn’t help (sarcastic, bossy, queen-of-the-world attitude)… and the fact everyone is so bubbly and oh-so enthusiastic disgust me…my focus changed quite a bit from when I joined them to now… coming with reluctance (and un-open-hearted-ness) and going home feeling emptier than when I came…and I think I’ve sort of drifted away from Him…got quite confused with some stuff which I seriously cant be bother trying to look deeper at this time…

I’m still trying to figure out how I’m going to use this short weekend to prepare for my 3 test, mcw and my own life.

I’ve fallen asleep a few times this week with everything still on my bed, not brushing my teeth, lights still on…jus too tired to be bothered...

星期六的夜晚

2008-09-27T23:38:00.007+08:00

前十二个小时：
忙着amazing race的trial run-踏遍大学校园

前三个小时：
从意大利餐馆回来。和教会小组朋友们庆生。（应该在朋友家弄housewarming-很对不起他）
真的不觉那间的tiramisu有很好吃咯，kuih lapis都更好吃

前两小时：
一口气看了很多部落格：
朋友们的
一位在英国念书的陌生留学生的
一位正在一间全女校的陌生男老师的
一位大马著名导演的
一位在民都鲁打工的陌生古晋新闻工作人
好几篇没被更新的
等
可是心里还是有那股空虚
尝试注入陶吉吉的歌（哦耳机坏了半边）
希望空洞可以被填满

再过33小时：
有个测验-必及格的测验
(是的，我没假期）
我还没开始念
唔知点死~
我妈就好玩啦-飞到大老远旅行
可是她也应该好好享受一番咯

真的不好意思
可是我真的很享受这种emo-ness
这篇读者是不是念得很乱/很累。。。

9-1

2008-09-25T02:23:00.007+08:00

Finally finish typing up notes which i have to READ and memorise for tmr's test...talk about last minute studying...

Note to self- please please please next yr WHEN you're in third yr...set pretend mid-sems and follow it (shocked myself how much i've studied for this one yr unit- none...)

(i was close to kneeling down and begging myself to study the other day)

Another note to self- read 'note to self's

With the stuffs coming up this weekend(eg dinners, lunch?, trial run for 'amazing race'), sunday's going to be crazy...

and multicutural week on wk 41...

but i hv faith

1 down, 6 assessments 2 assignments to go...

Square root of three

2008-09-21T01:49:00.003+08:00

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

-heard from Harold and Kumar- by David ???

Study break

2008-09-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

So my study break has been kinda gone pass already...did nothing, well nothing to do with my studies anyway...did everything there is to the multicultural week coming up, doing laundry 3 days straight and still hvnt finish(i think i'm jus trying to escape from studying)...

Got colour pencils!!!!- now i just need a shapener...

Tried to look for mooncake but found none(in the city)- first ever yr didnt eat mooncake(as far as i can remember)...a bit sad lo....

I WANT TO GO ARALEUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mandurah retreat

2008-09-20T01:14:00.001+08:00

Last Sunday me and my cell group went to Mandurah. For a 3 days 2 nights stay. The house was humongous and nice. Facing the sea, with a jakuzi and a tennis court. We brought wii, taboo, cranium to play. Cooked bak kut teh, curry and pasta. And of course not forgetting the time of solitude during which I manage to get some questions answered. One thing I regret, I didn’t get to stroll along the beach…
And I miss home cooked food after those few days, well food cooked by myself anyway.

If you want to see more picture go facebook...

wk 37

2008-09-09T01:10:00.003+08:00

this very familiar feeling again...being hungry, sleepy, brain-drained, regretful etc...doing this assignment on designing 2 studies, which i took quite a while to think of (Case-control study: Osteoporosis and its influence on residual crest resorption rate & Cohort study- Xylitol and its effect on plaque accumulation) ...20 more dot points to write but i'm jus in no mood to write it...and to think that my friend is actually staying up late to catch-up and not for exam or assignment...talk about dedication...i need that...

final week. can't wait for it to finish...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

animal +teeth

2008-09-05T01:53:00.004+08:00

went to uni early because I had a thing I always wanted to do. So I left the house at 8.15am, reached uni, went to the lab, took out the box making sure no one saw me and hurried down. Then I went to the library where I unfortunately saw a few of my classmates. But I manage to brush them off and hope that they will not suspect anything. After that I went up to second floor took the stuff out and started taking photos…

from wax...while we were waiting for some material to set

was meant to put caption on top...but can't be bothered

i made this one...meant to be art-sy...so it resembles no lion

got a photo of the backside...but...

took us a while to put the tongue on and drip the eye on...

and to actually shape the body into a curl

giraffe with giraffepox...we made another mini size one which was meant to be the 'son'

a failed attempt of making a palm tree...more like sea anemone

and our 'almost-final' product after 9 months
dentures...

During the 3 weeks after my study break I will be very very very busy. 7 tests + 1 Multicultural Week (2 tests on that week itself)…crazy time

2008-09-03T01:51:00.002+08:00

sorry guys..i didnt know my blog posts were so emo...should enjoy life...and not be so lifeless everyday...
i'm still 19, enjoy the sun while it's still shining (BYT)
and thanks for reading!

Apologies accepted

2008-09-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

it wasn’t my day to be in the lab drilling…my seat(which I have been sitting for 1 yr) has been taken(and that guy was joking maybe it wasnt my day to come in), things jus didn’t turn out rite…on top of that, I argued with one of the nurse coz she refused to lend me safety glasses…I actually ran downstairs to the locker room to get my glasses before asking...and when i reach there i realise I forgot to bring my keys down and so I refused to go up and down again …so after arguing (more like showing her my disgust to her openly) and all…still had to go down to get it…for the whole session I was bitching abt her…commenting at her face, crooked teeth, small jaw, evil look (ok I didn’t)…but then when I realise I was being rude (as told by a fren), it kinda struck me…so after contemplating for 10+mins after lab…I apologised..

accent

2008-09-01T01:37:00.001+08:00

the merdeka celebration took off...something struck me...my accent when I talk to other people I don’t really know/known ABCs…I’ve been wondering why...am I embarrassed with my not-so-english accent? Or am I jus worried that other people cant understand? Maybe I jus want people to accept me and not see me as some FOB? And I realise-I speak malay with malay accent (i.e. not your orang cina accent)…well at least I seem to…so from logical reasoning…I’ve concluded I’m jus trying to speak the language properly…which lead to the next thing…wat’s wrong with our accent (not our manglish)…I mean as long as you can speak proper fluent English(which I’m still struggling at times) it shouldn’t be a problem…like African accent to us is nothing funny nothing weird…but when I talk to angmohs or ABC(like seriously born there raised there ones), I jus become tongue-tied…trying to sound perfect(with all the ‘three’s and ‘tree’s), correct pronunciation…something like speaking mandarin to China-chinese but jus slower processing…so wat I’m trying to conclude here? I don’t know…jus that next yr I’ll be talking to patients and I have no idea how that will turn out…so I’m kinda test-trialing in my work…:p

merdeka

2008-08-31T01:38:00.008+08:00

hey it's merdeka day

but somehow the whole occasion nearly slipped out of my mind

despite me being part of the merdeka celebration @ Tav comm(do come!)

maybe it's the distance

maybe it's the people around me

maybe it's my so-busy-until-cant-update life

maybe it's the lack of atmosphere

maybe it's the absence of media coverage

maybe it jus doesnt apply to the younger generation-jus another reason to partey

meh
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i think i've watched way too much petronas ads-which kinda resulted in this slightly emo-ish post
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Happy 51st Independence Day!

wk 35

2008-08-29T01:07:00.000+08:00

bdays photos…5 bday in one week and I manage to take photos for 3…but sadly no new inspirations /creativity juice not flowing to take photos…events still awesome nonetheless…:)

singing candle

reminds me of opera house

would've been a superb photo if i DIDNT FINGER-BLOCK THE FLASH

2008-08-24T00:19:00.004+08:00

午夜十二点还不想睡
重复地听着陈诗莉-<让世界听到>专辑和伍家辉-<虽然我愿意>专辑
有点硬作愁-忘了那句名句是什么了
感叹读书辛苦生活忙碌睡眠不足
感觉人生总缺少着什么东西
做的一堆事情就为了填补那空虚的感觉
可能是我想太多了

非常向往周日下午时段
太阳的一流热冬天的一股寒室外温度恰恰好
独自离家骑着自行车到学校电脑室
耳机往耳塞
听着电台dj的谈话
四小时的充电为接下来五天的耗电准备
便依依不舍回家

2008-08-23T13:10:00.003+08:00

this year's petronas merdeka ad by adflin sauki

soso only...took me a while to understand the message behind it (if there is one)..still prefer previous yrs ones

jus some random ads:

steps to invite prosperity god

lee yan's best friend

duelling masseurs

wk33-34

2008-08-23T00:11:00.004+08:00

so ~~lazy~~ busy to blog... another picture-less post again...
14/8- we left our lab halfways to see the 100m swimming finals in the common room...i think 40% of the class left and in the common room there must be 40 odd people cheering and shouting...that was fun..

15/8- lost my wax knife but found it back in someone's box...but that person kept saying that that was his, despite the factS that: the knife has my number on it, it has the burnt mark that i did accidently...i jus hv no idea how to get it back...

16/8- world vision 40 hr famine is on- i actually wanted to do it at the beginning of the year...but as the date approaches, i realise i have to do it under a group...so...didnt do lor...if i'm doing it i'll be going 40 hrs wihout sleep (since sleep is wat i need most)

17/8- went to indian indepedence day celebration- coz my fren was dancing...and i was kinda dragged to go

20/8-radiograph session- it was kinda fun-ish...taking differently shots of dexter (plastic man) and a skull...lolin the afternoon i had my drilling test...which i killed (in the bad way)- so that's a resit next weekright after the test at 4 continue to fiddle around with some wax which i have been fiddling since 2 weeks ago...then went to a talk on evolution vs creationism at octagon theatre which wasnt that enlightening-then wasted my time watching 'so you think u can dance' and olympics (sprint 200 m men final) before sitting down to study for my test the next morning at 11pm...slept at 4 (2 hr rest in between)

21/8-given the drilling exam format which will happen end of the yr...hv to pass 5 of 6 items to 'pass' ..like wtfungus...a HD to pass a unit...suddenly dent didnt look fun anymore...and fear of failing (enhanced by the test we just had after that) spread like wild fire and intensified and i was dead tired during lunchtime-mentally tired ..you know how when u are sleepy..your eyes are heavy but your brain is still active, thinking 'there's goes the eyelid again, man i shud sleep' kinda things but mentally tired was totally diff lol...you can be walking or cycling then *snap and *snap -and you go 'why am i here' to realise your brain jus disconnected for while there

22/8-even our lab instructor was saying 'i saw a few of you coming in at 8, did your waxwork til 1pm, went for the test, then came back to continue after that til 6pm' ...starting to get stressful now...finally manage to get 6 teeth onto my dentures but still look crap...

23/8-is going to miss all the fun coz my sense of responsibility is jus too strong to ignore...sorry guys...really wanted to go...

so inspired by harmonisation after i heard one at utopia the other night (:P) that i youtube some to see if i can learn it...lol

somewhere out there

2008-08-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

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我知道很暧昧，可是我也管不着了。。
那天你在班上陪我，我表面不在乎（还刻薄的对待你），可是心里是甜的。。
今天看到你新染的头发，对你称赞了一番。
后来看到你生病憔悴的样子，想关心你却不敢。想给个拥抱却不敢。
总觉得你不是我的。我不是你的。

摘自某部落格

kids, bus, olympics, money, quote

2008-08-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hey yo...so i’m blogging here in the library...yes a lecture got cancelled because we cant find a venue to have it...how lame...anyway, better hurry up before i head of for lab at 1pm.

I don’t think i can write stuff here...jus so un-inspiring...so i think this will mainly be non-sense...hahaha

Kids:
U know how things jus happen..u get all excited to write about it but when u get home and sit down...the stuff jus seems too menial to write about. Anyway...the other day when i was working...a mom and a girl came in to buy a subway each...so i finished making them both...then at the cashier and out the blue i decided to give the little girl her own plastic bag to carry (coz i tot the girl would be stoked to have her own carry bag...and normally i’ll stuff everything into one bag- to be environmentally friendly)...i purposely put in her drink into the bag to let her know that that’s hers...and she was like ‘is that mine? It has my drink in it...i have my own bag~~~’ in a cutesy manner to her mom..but u know adults, they don’t care...but i can see the smile on her face and the bag swinging in her hands when she left...so i tot...i can be a good paedodontist..hahah

After church, a few friends and i had lunch with a bunch of kids...the youngest being a yr5? And man is he racist...he started telling jokes like ‘what do you call an Abo priest’ ‘what’s the difference btw an Abo and a bucket of shit’ et...such a bad influence on me lol...and the guy who was driving us there was such a ‘koko’ no wonder the girls where all over him (slightly exaggerated)...haha

You know how kids can be really cute and fun to play with...and girl will go 'i want to have kids' right? But once u actually raise one...it will be totally different...like hell...so i suggest...u can either kidnap one, be a godfather or godmother to one, or jus work with kids...

Continued at home…

Bus:
The other day when I was bus-ing to work…I noticed this lady sitting with a huge brown colour book on her lap…but it was jus empty pages…must some autograph/wedding book. That was my thought after that quick glance around the bus which registered in what I’ve wrote about her.
But then after a while I glanced at her again (I wasn’t actually facing her, but standing and facing the side of the bus)…then I realise something…her hands were moving across…then I realise they were Braille (or sth else)…then I was like ‘oh crap’ in my heart…dunno why, maybe jus the assumption I made about her? Not sensitive enough…so me being ‘empty-minded’ at that time jus starting wondering about her…she looked calm tho, facing out of the bus…as though she was looking out at the riverside…but when she turned back, I somehow felt like she was staring back at me saying what are you looking at…but I continued to ~~peep~~ observe…reading Braille is hard…but she did it smoothly…quite amazing how fingertips can be used like that…so sensitive…then I realise she didn’t look bad (don’t mean anything else)…since she wouldn’t be able to see how she looked like…and that being said (or thought), it would kinda be a blessing in disguise coz you wont see stuff which makes you worry/sad etc…but you will miss out on lots more stuff like how the colour green look like, how ‘brightness’ look like (though scientists believe there a part on the midbrain which actually can detect those but let’s not go into this now)…then I wonder where her walking stick is…and then i went ‘holy sh*t’ there was a dog tucked under her legs…it was humungous…how did I even miss that…then I realise I’ve seen her around the neighbourhood… but it was time to leave the bus…

Sometimes bus-ing can be fun…especially when there people having conversations in an audible range…talking about their housemates who refuse to pay, about the Jap test they jus had, etc…

Olympics:
Yes the opening was grand and I manage to miss the first 30 mins which was the best part in the whole ceremony…

I was watching one the sports on tv- gymnastics…it’s actually quite hard to perform…but everytime when someone fell onto the floor or slips off the balancing bar, it’s actually quite saddening…actually the close-up shots on their faces…you know that they are devastated/disappointed but they still don’t show it out and still continuing with what they were doing… feel sorry for them…
Money:
I lost my pay last week…180+…so stupid…pretty sure I lost it on the bus again…stupid

Just a quote I copied from a blog that I read but not knowing the author :
人生只不过是需要一点点的感慨来点缀
而我的感慨好像占了大部分
咖啡杯已经变得冰凉
咖啡还是没有喝完
或许我喜欢的就只是它的温度
而不是它的味道....

wk 32

2008-08-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry about the lock-up. There were reasons to believe that the safety of my blog was compromised.

Let’s see…actually I have stuff in my mind to write about…but just cant be bothered writing it out…don’t even know where to start…

Ok we were suppose to have this test…but the scope of material examined kept changing until someone complain and it got postponed…then we got to meet the head of the school coz apparently we have a lot of other complains about certain units ranging from ‘just-15-mins lecture’ to ‘late lecturer (who was extremely apologetic when she finally got there)’ to ‘reading a whole 300 pages of book and get tested on it (not knowing head or tails)’ to ‘not getting our marks back three months after the assessment’(which itself has lots of problem like some of the stuff were not even taught and the whole confusion with who the marker was)…the head wasn’t nice…at all…good thing the guild is behind us…muahahaha…school politics (unique to our course only apparently)…and our class rep resigned after all the commotion…
So we had another meeting with our year mentor (someone said he needed a translator to understand...just because his accent was weird…lol) and the paper that we were suppose to take…well we know VERY WELL what will be in the test…courtesy of the lecturer who set the paper…
So..that was pretty much the most interesting stuff that happened recently…

Jus had a prac test this morning…drill with all my might…trying to achieve: that curvature which reflect the outer surface, specific dimensions ranging from 1.5mm to 3mm, and making a ‘drain’ which is supposed to be 0.2 mm (like how do you even measure that)…all was well, I think I fail…

Met up with this guy from CU…had a talk over coffee at Dome (I don’t really like coffee)..talked about stuff…and due to me talking too much (I think I was tyring to make conversation) I have to meet up again next week…dunno ‘sigh’ or ‘yeah’…should be grateful (I was going to type ‘greatful’) … ‘Luke’ it will be

Saw my fren at uni and then saw my mentee at the bus stop…I swear 1st yr seemed ages ago…I was like thinking years back to recall what happen and then I realize it was barely a year ago…
And I missed the main campus…with all the people and ‘happenings’

Had a lecture at 5 til 6.30pm..dont mind coz it was awesome…on orthodontics

So now here I am 11.26pm, a 140 pages prosthodontics book (which I painstakingly scan and printed out) waiting for me to read (test on friday), several other books/magazines waiting for me to read as well…expedition to search for the cheapest durian around tomorrow…my laptop I’m afraid is dying…responding really slowly

Just some random stuff:
-It’s the 7th month in the lunar/Chinese calendar..boo
-this year’s Olympic had been not smooth sailing at all from what I read from newspapers…the ‘birdnest’ is not as safe as we thought…there were a lot of problems ‘passing on’ the oylmpic fire from ‘04 athens’ to ‘08 beijing’. From 1976 to 2004 the fire had only been extinguished (accidentally eg by wind) only 6 times. But after the Beijing official got the fire, it has extinguished more than 20 times at everywhere around the world (rain, wind, people, and even no apparent reason)…the five FuWa was also believed to be a curse (Nanking flood, Sichuan earthquake, Tibetan unrest etc). and the dates all have something to do with the number 8…freaky ey…

On a happier note…summer’s almost here

man i really can write crap...

深夜到黄昏

2008-07-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

最近不知道为什么很喜欢深夜的感觉。桌灯一盏，电脑一台。除了自己呼吸及电脑播出的歌，周遭一片寂静。感觉特别恬然/静、闲适。歌也故意选一些抒情的。
可能自己是夜猫子的关系吧。。

许哲佩-气球

前两天打电话回家这么多年来最短的一次吧。十分钟。因为电话卡用完了。虽然有spare的，可是也没打回家继续褒（电话粥）。翅膀硬了呱。

房祖名-little boy

最近迷上了黄威尔。其实他的歌听过去还ok，也不清楚为什么会喜欢他。是他的性格？还是他身历？总不会是他那张还蛮耐看的脸吧？前两天听到他在电台弹着吉他唱歌，感觉很舒服。之前佳旺子莹上电台弹唱时感觉也一样的‘爽’。现在有点冲动想去民歌餐厅坐下来听歌，甚至上台驻唱，好好自我陶醉一番。可惜我不会吉他。小遗憾。
其实有听过他的名字，好像是什么上海新秀大赛冠军-大马人咧。从他文字看得出他很有个性（或可能是我自己想象出来的吧）。

黄威尔-石榴裙下(featuring Baby阿飞)

有点讨厌放学时间。我知道，很怪。可是我总是在学校范围多待一会，要不然就是跑到图书馆上网。漫无目的的上网。可能是不想想晚餐煮什么。而且这几天都在下雨，所以下雨现在是我慢回家的借口。

刚才有点被骗的感觉。自己人太好让位，怎么知道眼睁睁看着别人上车。最讨厌计划泡汤的感觉。真的经历太多次。

最讨厌人提到我娘的事了。

我看是旧病复发。

黄威尔-when we love we kiss

2008-07-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

石榴裙下(featuring 阿飞)
词：李志清
曲：黄威尔
演唱：黄威尔，阿飞
制作人：黄威尔，李志清

风吹乱我的头发维护着手里的鲜花
在心中我是你等待的繁忙电话
等待回答

我猜对面的傻瓜 (我就是那个傻瓜) 也想和我一样等着她
盛开的玫瑰花掩不住
我们的黑脸颊

十二点约会我却九点出发
还特意准备我自创的笑话
先看场电影再喝奶茶
漫步月光下陪你回家

可是我等你等到双脚发麻
还叩不进你热线号码
我是你的几号傻瓜
我们都败给你了
在你的石榴裙下

爱情比莎士比亚来的复杂
除了信用卡还有孙子兵法
女生天气落差太大
一天里年能有几个变化

奇怪我用力表达心里的话
你称赞我用的幽默才华
我对爱情还看不化
我们都败给你了
在你的石榴裙下

深夜笔录

2008-07-24T00:32:00.003+08:00

嗯...病了..喉咙痛没好，又开始感冒了...接踵而来的好像是发烧...choi choi choi...都怪自己‘痴神’三天吃三包薯片+一盒巧克力饼干...都是零食...要尽快恢复

原本下星期一有'放射线学+影像诊断学(radiography+radiology)' 测验...可是考试范围一直在改。结果，不知道什么事情发生后，被延迟了。要谢天谢地，因为需要念的我才看了十分之一...haha

天气很冷。

不好意思，有点词穷。

最近认识了-萧闳仁
电台听到了他的一首歌，搜了歌词，下了他的专辑，没被失望。

看袂落去-萧闳仁

周杰伦跨刀亲导

虽然我愿意-伍家辉

我疯了...突然心血来潮搜了astro新秀去星光大道pk的片段...看了整一小时半...现在凌晨三点钟...明天八点还有课的...

睡觉去。。。

2008-07-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

看袂落去

词：萧闳仁/武雄/陈建宁
曲：萧闳仁

社会上有太多奇奇怪怪的代志
有真多人不愿意面对现实
听讲算命的巷仔口有真多人在排队
但是在我看来无意义

哈啊真无稀奇(有钱就判生没钱就判死)
哈啊我看袂落去

明那仔我要赶十点的飞凌机希望你暂时麦有代志
听听听讲我的烦恼是因为你
外面的空气总是让人快要窒息
但是在我的世界里
Oh I just want be free
(Yeah) (Oh Come on)

RAP
这咧社会三不五时就会有很多
有真多人的感觉已经变的不会讲话
你咧讲啥货我咧讲啥货大家到底是咧讲啥货
这咧是啥货那咧是啥货黑白讲话

谁都想要过了轻松有一天能出头天（爱拜拜拜拜神明）
外面世界这开阔（这开阔）
你还不出去（你你你咧等什么）
人生明明是彩色的你却甲它渐渐变作黑白
真心的朋友找无一个

哈啊I wanna be free

wk watever

2008-07-19T00:13:00.008+08:00

so, first week of uni
nothing much...jus basically a glimpse of how crap my uni life will b...
watched About Love on monday- some random movie i donwloaded...not too bad, considering i dont understand any japanese

watch hancock on tuesday- i nearly forgot the name of the movie coz it's jus so so-so...
had dimsum on thursday coz a few of us were reluctant to join the rest for dimsum at another place
K at wednesday night was a change..:)...got back at 1am...class next morning...haha
church camp was kinda a waste..but got me jumping :)...got back at 1.30am...class next morning...haha
had a 3 hrs lab+1 hr lec+(lunch)+3 hrs lab continuous for the same unit today...
and i need to study for my test...really shud start...really...goes off to eat chocolate
i'm bored...visited almost every site i normally go to...i'm still bored
i shud go sleep...

leave you with a nice sculpture...

peri-intersemester break

2008-07-15T10:45:00.007+08:00

Results finally out….better than I expected…finally ONE HD after 1.5 yrs studying…glory goes to God...:)

That aside…here I m blogging during my stupid 4 hrs gap(finish lecture at 9am, next lecture at 1pm)…woke up freaking early and braved the cold wind to get all the way to QEII…

A recap of my patheticly short holiday
I shall do it thru photos and ‘account style’

Friday
Lunch @ Fook Wing-$9
Movie: Get smart- $13.5
Dinner @ Broadway pizza-$10.2

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Work-$$$
Nasi lemak from Kong’s - $3Pam’s bday- free?

Monday
Books @ Koorong- $22.1
Movie: Prince Caspian- $13.5
Pendrive from Harvey- $5
Dinner @ lil’ caeser’s- $10
Tuesday
Dinner@ Uncle Billy- $16.5
Waffle @ Gelare- $6.4
Movie @ hun hao’s- free!

Wednesday
Donut- $1.4
Window shopping- free!
Work-$$$

Thursday
Wii-fit, piano-ing@ lionel’s- free!

Friday
Cheese party@ Deb’s- $watever my cheese cost
-cheesy movies- free!

Dinner@ Toto- $11.5
Icey ice-$4.5

Saturday
Dimsum-$20!
Karaoke-$9
Work-$$$

Sunday
Dinner @ hun hao’s- free!

And my housemate went to Sydney
started operation room/house cleaningMonday
Work-$$$

Tuesday
Work-$$$

Wednesday
Work-$$$

Thursday

Taco’s for dinner- free (sort of)
Utopia competition- $4 (BBT)
-voucher won- $10

Recognition- priceless

Friday
Shoe-$70
First groceries of the two week I think- $29

Chiplak steamboat- free

Work -$$$

Saturday
Work-$$$

Sunday
Lunch- crepe@ freo market- $9.5
Cold rock- $5.4
Krispy kreme- free!

My uni’ve started but holiday spirit will still carry on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

untitled

2008-07-12T01:53:00.002+08:00

hahaha...im refusing to sleep...
feet are freezing...
need to wake up early later to wash blanket, no i didnt wet it...and clean my cupboard, floor, kitchen, toilet...my housemate's off to melbourne until sunday...so the house is mine...until sunday
cant believe im starting uni soon...frens returning back from their little trips...and i got a 3 hr prac on the first day...need to read up..sienzz...
my blog's getting kinda more and more boring-er...how ah?...shud write some inspirational, life-changing, heart-warming, blown-away type of posts...lol

love u world...love u all people...

Exposed !

2008-07-06T16:44:00.008+08:00

Today marks the half way mark of my holiday...woohoo…

~~~~~

2nd photo series..

Exposed!

no, nothing obscene…

By exposing your camera (this is not a technically correct term), you record whatever 'changes in light' that your camera can ‘see’. Night modes work this way as well, by letting you camera ‘open’ longer so that the camera can record more light. That why you get blurred images. And also ‘firework’ modes.

Using a camera at my msia home, I’ve set it to manual and exposed for 15 secs.

Spiral motif

Smiley Face

Liong

Headless Dog..

But with my current camera, using only the night mode...

Into the future..(notice the bas number plate)

Red & Green

By exposing AND moving my camera,

OPG from here

haha

Language

2008-07-01T00:50:00.003+08:00

My dad’s side of the family (aunts, grandma and my dad) can speak Fuchow, some Teochew (my aunts), hokkien (my dad) and some Iban (&Melanau?) fluenlty.

My mom’s side of the family(aunts, grandparents, uncle & my mum) can speak Canto, Hokkien, Hakka fluently(so u can kinda imagine a CNY reunion when they all and their spouses start talking in diff dialects).

Me and my siblings speak ‘pun-tang-zui’ (half-tank-full) hokkien, ‘ni-giang-ngiang’(a little bit- actually more like to none) fuchow, ‘boleh-tahan’ punya malay, understandable english, and mostly mandarin. I feel like a banana sometimes. (and I was trying to count in Fuchow jus now…embarrassing)

(edit:10/7 after being inspired by ZEWT’s post)

And now my dominant language has somewhat started to shift to English…which is VERY BAD!!!!!! Coz -I am a chinese, went to Chinese primary school, studied Chinese language up to form 5 (don play-play), listen to Chinese songs all my life, speak nothing but Mandarin to everyone around me (ok, except malay to some)…and now it’s starting to shift to English after 2.5 yrs…so how do u determine what is your dominant language- if u only speak one language (duh..), u talk to urself (in ur mind and out loud) in that language, u dream using that language(this is a bit harder to determine).

jus sth random...

if i wasnt doing dentistry, i don mind doing linguistics...or sth along those lines...interesting how languages evolve, their influences on other languages, and origins of words (eg when someone sneeze and u say BLESS YOU, is due to the epidemic or sth of some disease which happened long time ago and sneezing was one of the symptoms to this disease. So you bless them so that they wont have that fatal disease...and is still practised until today; how the name Japan came about; english ketchup comes from canto ke chup etc)...

and i must say

Chinese language is soooooo beautiful.....(the word 'chinese' will continue to refer to the madarin, the language unless specified). I was never good in chinese from primary school...got a B in UPSR (hvnt seen that word for a while)...somehow things changed in secondary school...no idea what sparked it...but i think i was trying to write good essays, so you know, we memorised words/phrases which can used in factual essays (like in malay, u use words like: kebejatan sosial, zaman pasca-kemerdekaan, guru kencing berdiri murid kencing melari, visi kudsi 2020 etc in every essay...and u blame everyone-government, media, parents, school for everything bad that's happening)...and i supposed by reading a lot you kinda improved...and memorising proverbs(ming ju) exposed, well, me personally to the colourful poems of old time...and old chinese language comprehension...but now everything return to teacher luu...actually admire those who did STPM chinese...terror...

i'm currently watchign shen diao xia lv

i know, very the random-ness

A help in need

2008-06-30T00:48:00.001+08:00

I ran as fast as I could to the bus station. My handphone showed 9.50pm.
Shit I’m going to miss the bus. Just like that old woman.
Yes, that old woman. Guilt suddenly flow through my body.
I still cant believe myself. Something so simple yet I do not have the courage to do it. Or maybe deep down I just cant be bothered. I was walking down London Court, walking towards the bus stop to catch my bus to work. Then this lady caught my eye. Old. Dragging a luggage in one hand and corica’s apple strudels maybe in another one. She was walking very slowly, sightseeing perhaps. That was the excuse I gave. Well I’m pretty sure a lot of people heard of the story of a boy who helped an old lady to cross a road when the old lady didn’t actually wanted to. He was thunder-strucked. Ok, fine he wasn’t. So I told myself I will help her to carry her stuff onto a bus if I can. Coz somehow she looks familiar. Ok mayb all old people look alike. But I’m pretty sure I helped her last yr or sth to get onto a bus and off.
I kept on walking, glancing back jus to see how she going. It’s not like I m rushing or something but I still kept walking.
Later she appeared at another bus stop close to mine. Tough luck, I thought. Obviously she’s catching another bus but somehow something kept telling me she wanted to come to my stop. Maybe it’s her still holding her luggage in a dragging motion and her keep looking over to my stop.
But my bus came. I boarded sat down and looked out the window at the old woman.
Then everything happened so fast..

Ok I can turn this into a fiction and say that the old woman got hit by the bus which would definitely make a much bigger impact but no, that didn’t happen.

She reached out her hands to hail the bus when the bus passed by her stop. But the bus didn’t stop maybe because it wasn’t the stop for this bus or maybe the driver didn’t notice. I wanted to shout out to ask the driver to stop but somehow I jus froze. The bus drove off, leaving the lady. Smiling, as if laughing at her own bad luck…that’s another 30 minutes of wait if she has to catch the same bus.

If only I had helped…

Vick House, 06

2008-06-29T01:01:00.002+08:00

Presenting Me's fashion show featuring Kermit...

A simple casual black dress..

Fit for a bloke..

A-la missionary..

Darth Vader/Grim reaper/Dementors..

Pirate and parrot..

An elegant evening gown..

Credits:

Kermit & Me's piece of cloth (apron from work)

Designer/Photographer/Lighting/Media: Me

2008-06-28T00:47:00.001+08:00

突然看回以前朋友在班上拍的一部短片。真的好怀念。那张木桌-冰冷的桌面（睡过，坐过，吃过，爬过）。那张木椅特别好坐，可能矮的关系吧。最后中学几个星期最有趣-尤其是当老师没来的课。大家都在个忙个的：埋头苦写纪念册、为spm准备、拍照、谈天说地。那件校衣、校裤不知道发黄了没。那四十几张熟悉的面孔，不知道大家都怎么了。Spm考完也好像都没怎么见到面。成绩出炉当天，我又没办法回去。。现在都各分东西了，愿大家平安。

。。只后悔于当时不懂得珍惜。

a photo

2008-06-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

how does this look..
comments, critique, ideas, impression greatly appreciated...

expect more photos up...
i'm re-folderise-ing my photos..8GB+...lol

大马音乐（二）

2008-06-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

游戏-张栋梁

我只能偷偷喜欢你-温胜光

只要你还在-黄俊源

住在遥远的星球-光良

小小-戴佩妮

乘风-王蓝茵

世界不会末日-温力铭

主题曲-林宇中

码头-钟盛忠

随意门-李吉汉

好热闹。。。
谢谢聆听。
音乐赞助：大马音乐空间

FInallyyy......

2008-06-24T23:45:00.011+08:00

Jus want to say

I'M

FREEEE..

and a bit bored...

will keep myself busy for the next 2.5 weeks of mid-year holiday..... pathetic actually-more like long weekend off

K/lunch/dinnner/movie/shopping/anything anyone?

在一间离我家三万八千里的小房里

2008-06-23T00:39:00.004+08:00

此时此刻
一把earphone
抱着枕头盘坐
同样的歌曲同样的感觉
只是隔了三万八千里
周围漆黑
我闭上眼睛
完全陶醉在他声音里
冬天虽冷
我的心窝因为那份淡淡的伤感
暖了起来

看着他一路长大
还是喜欢旧的他
怪不得人都爱怀旧

张栋梁-hurt

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

2008-06-18T23:54:00.006+08:00

~~Spent~~ Wasted one hour ~~discovering my creative side~~ colouring...

In love with this song atm...Yui-life

edit:
shud hv added this one instead

Just for laughs

2008-06-12T00:14:00.002+08:00

I) Multilingual Big Mac Chant
There's this 'big mac chant video-making' competition. Made me laugh like mad in med library..lol

II)Awesome ad, awesome background song

III)6 Truths of life (from email)

1. You cannot touch all your teeth with your tongue.

2. All idiots, after reading the first truth, will try it.

3. The first truth is a lie.

4. You're smiling now because you're an idiot.

5. You will soon forward this to another idiot.

6. There's still a stupid smile on your face.

Sorry about this,....some idiot sent this to me and I needed company...

fungus-immunity-virus

2008-06-12T00:05:00.003+08:00

I’m so sick fungus…if I sit here any longer I’LL grow hyphae into my own chair…all the name which if I can pronounce is ok..but some of them are jus dumb- Chytridiomycetes, sporothrix schenckii, aspergillus fumigatus, rhizopus stolonifer(ur bread mould), saccharomyces cerevisiae… the Chinese names for some of these fungus class/order/genus/species are actually quite interesting (I got them off wiki) coz they actually tell the real meaning of each name which makes it hell more easier to remember…u cant really survive bio (anat esp) without knowing their meaning (derived from latin/greek)…

Ok that was yesterday…I’m very very proud now to say that I did 5 lectures today (and I might do one more before I sleep)..woohoooo…laptop shut the whole day until 10.30 pm jus now…I got 12+26 lectures to go…woohoooo…I think I remembered when I was ~~having a break~~ taking a nap..i realize there’s a lot of people out these struggling to survive combating disease or nature disaster… and here I am taking my sweet nap…it’s a total waste of time…I still slept for one hour… and very very very very very happy i pass my anat test...being in the 4th quadrant of the class too...muz get HD..

So I pass the ‘immunoglobulin-IgG-major histocompatibility complex-Acute necrotizing ulcerative gingivitis-aphthous ulceration-benign mucous membrane pemphigoid’ stage of ‘revision’(more like studying)- on with VIRUS(and the disease they cause)!! The more reason not to step out of house now…woohoo..

dududu

2008-06-11T23:48:00.005+08:00

其实first impression是很重要的。一旦你不喜欢一个人，他做的任何事看起来都不顺眼。就比如说啦，你讨厌A，不讨厌B。如果他们用你的杯，你一定会更加讨厌A，可是不介意B用。明白我吗？

**

顿时发现，去年的家多么温暖，目前的家却是冷冰冰的。那些小小的conversation，那架电子琴，摩登的装潢。

可能是地毯的问题吧。

目前的家。后面是墙壁了。左厨房、右厕所。

A short update (which I think will turn up long anyway)

2008-06-08T23:45:00.000+08:00

The microbio and immuno lab test was terrible horrigible vegetable…so many new questions instead of sticking to past yr papers…the drillidrilling prac exam was terrible horrigible vegetable…it was a big fail, I was telling my tutors I’ll come back again in 3 weeks time for the supp…even my fren said I would fail (lol I nearly typed ‘fell’)..ok he didn’t say that…but when the result came out he was saying ‘I still cant believe u passed’ (btw I passed)…mayb coz I asked God to bless my prep b4 I handed it (and blind the marker who is marking mine or to that effect)..lol

Exams coming soon…gave me a shock (which I needed) when I realize I don’t really hv enuf time to study the 2 exams coming up first…with all the names to memorise…grrrrrrrrr…

Awesome quotes from the Pelican:
1) …there’s plenty of boring, moderately successful people in the world, so take a shot at living a life less ordinary instead of settling for a 9-to-5 job in a workday world. You can always get a real job after it all falls apart…
2) Think positive, eg. These antidepressants are great, I feel really happy…
3) It’s not premarital sex, if don’t have any intention of marrying them. (On not having premarital sex)

端午节

2008-06-08T22:19:00.005+08:00

今天刚才打电话回家时（逼不得已）对妈撒了个谎。恐怖的是，谎竟撒得如此自然，完全不眨眼，仿佛完全没一回事。谎虽小，但还是个谎。人家说，这叫不要让老人家操心，我觉得，这是不想听老人家得唠叨罢了。

端午节快乐。。。

不被欣赏的粽子-$7
对阿妈裹的粽子的思念-无价

LOVE is CINTA

2008-06-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

yo yo sup sup.
Ok sikit lame i know. But, main point i nak cakap is this awesome movie ni. Ok-la i belum habis watching yet, but setakat mana i tengok, memang quite interesting story line tu, sekrg2nya sth diff . Tadi i pergi biol library, sat down satu jam setengah, tengok movie tu kat youtube. Even though filem tu dalam bhs indon, tapi still can watch. Agak terror jugak kan i? Lol...actually i saje guess separuh dialogue semua tu....lol...Filem ni abt this couple, guy tu dah mati akibat heroic action dia, tapi he masuk body org lain utk 'selesaikan semua hal yg belum diselesaikan' with only 3 days. So, dia pun cari girl tu. To be continued...I watch sampai sana je..lol...i pun tak ingat mane i tahu ttg movie ni...only ingat i keep procrastinating sampai hari ni baru tengok...

"Lafazkan cinta sebelum ia terlewat... "

Trailernya agak crap sikit resolution dia, so i dont bother la...kalau nak tengok youtube 'Love is cinta' boleh dah.

Ni lagu 'ada cinta' from filem ni

fluent jugak bhs rojak ku ni eh?

Kalau nak pure english version atau versi bahasa melayu baku boleh request..lol..macamlah i ni free sgt..

2008-06-01T22:46:00.003+08:00

man i feel so shit now
totally unmotivated
eating terribly the past few days
work has been a mess for the past few weeks
've been trying to reach out to ppl who r obviously not interested
somehow got disconnected with Him
wondering about my orientation
still unprepared for the test
and here i am writing this stupid post
reading random stuff online-TMS and wat not
listening to emo songs
this life is sad
i jus want to run away from everyone

歌

2008-05-29T22:38:00.002+08:00

好久没乱哈啦下了。。。这星期过得挺恐怖的。为了星期二的考试，熬了好几晚。为人拖泥带水的我，不到紧要关头是不会念得完的。到了考试前两小时才念完。考出来为不知道会是多烂。原本还好的，只是因为每个人都说考的很糟，自己慢慢也觉得如此。整张考卷一般问神经线的分布，一题问眼睛，一题问耳朵，很多都靠猜的，可是是明智的猜。隔天要交assignment，所以熬到凌晨4点。超夸张。原本还以为既然之前都做得七七八八了，可以早完早睡，怎样知道还是拖到4点的。
所以现在还有睡眠不足遗留症。。。应该早睡

最近超喜欢这三首歌，还特地找了歌词

细数吴克群&江美琪

惊叹号-光良

大嘴巴-我就是喜歡你

还有这首英文歌。。
Unforgettable-Caitlin Stasey & Dean Geyer

scene

最近开始大量听英文歌了。。。

test

2008-05-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Seriously, yesterday I was still panicking. I’ve got work at night (it was very foolish to work at this time). I jus realize I need to pass the test to pass the unit. I cant skip anything in the morning for me to study. It was terrible. I studied on the bus all the way to and back from work. Studied until 2pm. Then forced myself up at 6 to continue on. Kept studying even in the lab until the very last minute before the test. I think I jus get a minimum pass if not fail…shit la

So wat went wrong..poor time management-shud hv started earlier(way earlier). Poor memory- I know I read thru all the stuff but jus cant remember anything.

You know how when u say you will fail an exam or worried about it and they always say ‘ohh, you’ll be fine(or word to that effect)’ with a ‘pffftt’ expression. I find that very very fake (even though they might be sincerely trying to encourage you). Like you don even take the unit I m taking and you don even know what SHITuation I was in, how do you know I will do fine. So I don even say that. There was once I did and it jus felt fake, like jus brushing it aside with a 敷衍comment.

Anyway, now I am like back to slack-ness. Really should start studying for the next test.

week 20-21

2008-05-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Growing old is not growing up. Suddenly I felt as if I hadn’t grown up a bit…seeing all the responsibility waiting for me…being able to solve problems on my own when things happen…I’m still 19, but yet I kept thinking I am already 20.

Paintball was quite fun. Interesting…I seriously cant be bother thinking how to describe it…like new la. Shooting someone when they least expected was fun. Getting hit was painful…bruises…

Somehow I always get stomachache on Sundays. It has been happening for the past 4 weeks…I suspect it’s the jalapenos…

Talk to mum jus now, but didn’t tell her much abt my life…used to tell her every big thing that happened, but now jus on a when-she-asks basis…dunno if that’s a good thing

There’s times when u jus wonder wat the hell I am doing with my life. Study, eat, sleep and the whole cycle repeats. Then the whole week repeats again. Wat is the meaning of life? Life is empty, to filled up by small little random things. Prob jus cant be f*-ed studying.

Moments of genius:
I’ll talk abt this first. It’s the video for next sem’s freshers- on Australia and wat or not to expect. I’ve figured a rough storyboard of how everything can be fitted in. All I need now is 2 narrator/actor, videocam, editing program and information. This idea jus came from no where (from God most prob) and has disturb my mind the whole day so much so that I cant even study.
Last week, I tot of compiling a list of songs to be played during multicultural week. It will include songs(pop or trad) from countries arnd the world, religious and classical. But this idea has only been scribbles on paper so far.

Next week: test
Next next week: test+assignment
Nextnextnext week: tes+test+assignment
Next4 week: study break
Next5 week: Exams

I am still 19 damnit..(not 20)

Seri muka recipe

2008-05-15T23:27:00.001+08:00

Bottom layer:-
500gm glutinous rice
400ml coconut milk
1-1.5 tsp salt
2 tbsp fragrant oil(optional)

Top layer:-
120gm plain flour
3 tbsp corn flour
140gm sugar
3 eggs
450ml thick coconut milk
1-2 tsp pandan colouring or flavouring

Steps:
For the bottom layer:-
Soak rice for 1-2 hours
Boil water for steaming.
Mix top layer ingredients together
Pour in bottom layer mixture and steam for 20-30 mins(you should get a slightly damp rice consistency)-
Toss/fluff the rice and then flatten the rice(to prevent the top layer mixture from sipping in)- jus compact slightly

For top layer(can be done when steaming rice):
Beat sugar with egg for a while.
Add in the coconut milk +salt
Add in the flour and mix until you get no bits of flour- smooth consistency.
Add in the pandan colouring- to the colour you like
Pour onto the rice layer and steam with medium fire. Steam until you get a firm consistency but not too dry.(30 mins to 1 hr)
Wipe the lid dry so that water will not drip onto the top layer
REMEMBER – the kuih should be chilled before cutting

My first try was using micro and it doesnt taste as nice as steaming...and rice was dry

I am sick of seri muka liao...

Period

2008-05-10T23:30:00.005+08:00

I say it must be one those periods you have in life

Periods when you crave for chocolate like crazy, buying chocolate (peanut cluster, rock chocolate (or whatever the name is), oreo) everyday
Periods when you enjoy being emo
Periods when you jus somehow become more spiritual than usual
Periods when you are fired up to study for your life especially with tests coming up every week up to sem exam
Periods when you have so much stuff in mind that you jus totally forget Mother’s day is tmr
Periods when talking about sth other than dent, church, mcw can actually breathe life into your life
Periods when you spoke so little that you stumble in verbal communication
Periods when you feel your life is liken to being stuck in a shopping mall- you have been to every shop and there’s nowhere else and no way out
Periods when you jus cant be bothered blogging, but still check it hoping it will update itself- and it’s not over yet

or maybe i've lost touch of the blogging thing
thinking HOW you u'll write sth is time-consuming
and now it seemed i live to blog- do stuff jus to blog abt it
the two week break was nice...
mayb i should take a break
and breath easy

so, following posts will jus be old stuff which i have been wanting to post abt but jus never did..

Glutinous Rice

2008-04-25T02:14:00.003+08:00

It started with me being a cheapo and buying 2kg of glutinous rice jus to make lor mai kai/nuo mi ji in 2006. make I did, in 2007. and now there’s still like 1.5 kg left and before it starts to rot, I need to make use of it. Some recipes I considered:

Seri muka

one problem- I cant get pandan leaves…well I suppose I can go find green artificial colouring and pandan extract which should be available in some isolated Asian shophalf way across Perth. A super easy recipe here, using MICROWAVE..hi-tech no?
(edit: or I can jus use kaya…OMG..super genious)

Sushi
Ya, normally you would use short grain or middle (length) grain, but can u use glutinous rice? Combine with santan or sth else to make it sticky and add stuff inside and roll…OR mayb I can jus get the recipe from above to make sweet rice balls with seaweed…o.0..
(edit: called ~~origini~~ sorry onigiri!)

Bak Chang..

OMG…I super want to make this if I hv the chance…if only I can get hold of bamboo leaves/pandan leaves…and a super big pot..recipe here in case I want to make
端午节quick quick come

Eight treasure rice
Didn’t quite know abt it until I read on wiki that it’s popular in m’sia but don’t think I’ll be cooking it anytime soon…I need (breathe-in): …actually I can get most of the stuff except lotus seed ~~and bamboo shoot (I know u can get it from cans and packets)~~ …sigh

If only I can turn glutinous rice into glutinous rice FLOUR
then I can make:

Nin ko/ Nian gao
Muachee/mochi

Kiuh koci

Ang Ku Kuih (especially with peanut+sugar filling)

Onde-onde (omg..with the gula melaka flowing out when u bite it…oooooo)

Ping Pei (snow-skin) Mooncake (arghhhhhhh I wan)

I seriously cant visit food blogs...my room is flooding

All the photos are not taken by me and credits must go the rightful owner (which is too much to list here)

大马音乐（一）

2008-04-23T00:27:00.009+08:00

07年20首‘大马的歌’（大马歌手、作词人、作曲人）
（自爱fm我们的排行榜）

不依任何次序：

一个人的行李-戴佩妮

经典-钟盛忠

你知不知道我好爱你-黄喆宇

我爱你-何志健

我们的爱情-WHY

突然牵手-黄俊源

猫头鹰-林宇中

只因为你-群星合唱

Jane-詹雪琳

灵-张祖诚

待续。。。

音乐赞助：大马音乐空间,imeem

my life abroad

exam

4th wk in

3rd wk in

First week back

5/10

talentime

photos

graduation

黑色星期五

snapshot of a week (2 weeks ago)

second last day

GG

out!!- celebrating

night out

smiley face

phone

4th of 10 DONE

Current state

5/7

shoooooooooot

conjuntions

CC

tHank yOu's to all, for everything....:):):):):):):):):):):)):):):)):):)

untitled

我在浪费时间

威尔逻辑

堕落ing

笔擦削

庆祝原创

photos

wk 43

thoughts

Wk 42

summer

I want to learn stuff

wk 41

Thank you

wk40

星期六的夜晚

9-1

Square root of three

Study break

Mandurah retreat

wk 37

animal +teeth

Apologies accepted

accent

merdeka

wk 35

Ads

wk33-34

kids, bus, olympics, money, quote

wk 32

深夜到黄昏

深夜笔录

wk watever

peri-intersemester break

untitled

Exposed !

Language

A help in need

Vick House, 06

a photo

大马音乐（二）

FInallyyy......

在一间 离我家三万八千里的 小房里

For your eyes and ears...(CNII,III,IV,VI,VIII) +edit

Just for laughs

fungus-immunity-virus

dududu

A short update (which I think will turn up long anyway)

端午节

LOVE is CINTA

歌

test

week 20-21

Seri muka recipe

Period

Glutinous Rice

在一间离我家三万八千里的小房里